I'm having one for dinner. Toast white break. Duke's mayonnaise salt and tomatoes.

I'm breathing.

I guess ( I'll call them tomorrow) my lawyer is appealing my ssdi turndown. Tons of mail came today. Have to fill out, and my helper, again all the forms I did six months ago. Do I have pets , etc? My lawyer is adding on my physical and eye limitations now.

I hate long forms from ss. Too much mail. They sent me dupes, too.

I'm really into waterfalls, but my so cannot walk far. I'm researching waterfalls by roads or very short distances.

Highlands looks great, and has an affordable hotel.

Powerful movie about a community struggling with societal breakdown and slow death from a nuclear bomb. There is no explanation for the reason for the blast.

I recommend this somber movie. I'm still thinking about it. It is very sad

Today I'm worried about paying back my short term disability, getting health insurance, and living on a limited income. My appointments and meds are about 800 a month. Having panic attack today. But I just couldn't continue working.

I'm trying to be mindful. Take it one day at a time. Be positive. Attending my therapy. Following treatment plans.

Been in a better place in the past. Just hitting me today. The uncertainty. Living. Money.

Hope everyone here is doing well and in a good mental space

It's a great movie with Warren Beatty.

Spoiler

It's about a corporation that puts political assassins into place to kill various politicians to further the interests of the elite. It's chilling.

And depressing. Beatty plays a reporter trying to get at the bottom of what is going on, but it set up as a "lone wolf" assassin at the end.

I'm starting to get paranoid.

I had my taxes prepared about 3 weeks ago at HR Block. I chose to have what I owe taken directly out of my account. It still has not come out for state or federal taxes.

I called my preparer last week, and she said not to worry, since the IRS is behind.

Am I in trouble if it's not paid my the 15th this month?

Anyone have anything similar happening? I'm calling again tomorrow.

I've applied for SSDI and was turned down the first time. I have a lawyer. His firm will get 25% of any back payment I receive. I need a letter for my long-term disability insurance (LTD), which I'll have to pay back, from my lawyer saying I was turned down, an appeal was filed, and when it was filed.

It's time-sensitive. My LTD company called me Monday to tell me I needed a letter with this information. I had a call into my lawyer's office yesterday for this letter. Didn't get a call back. I'm getting nervous now. I didn't get a call back, but, like I said, I need this letter for LTD soon.

So, I called the attorney's office this morning to speak to the letter writer. She sounded annoyed. I have anxiety and self-esteem problems.

Was I wrong to call again? Squeaky wheel and all that. My COBRA payment is $740 a month.

It's a long, exhausting process.

I've been getting 2100 a month from the long-term disability company. I'll have to pay back the money. If I get 1500 a month, thats how much I'll be paying back. I've been paid 6 months. The payback will come out of any backpayments from ssdi. If I owe more than the back pay, there's a repayment plan.

I worked so hard not to be in debt. I'm so tired of it all. I just feel lost at this point. I might be 50k in debt. It's all so confusing

Does anyone have? TIA