It's dark today my friends

[shadowknows69]

<http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gjwgYvzQWS4>

"Hurt"

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of shit
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here

What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end

You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way
-Trent Reznor

Blue days; too many regrets and too much guilt and so much lost time.

[ixion]

1. sorry you're feelin' blue today shadow

you're not alone.

I've found it's best to try and embrace the depression, if you can. I know that may not help you, but just wanted to toss it out there. :hi:

[shadowknows69]

2. I think it embraces me, without my consent lol

Envelops, surrounds, suffocates and paralyzes. I love my freaking brain :sarcasm:

[ixion]

3. heh heh heh... yeah, I can relate

The human mind can be a real pain in the ass, sometimes.

[Mnemosyne]

:hug:

[dysfunctional press]

4. not around chicago...

bright and sunny...a little cool, perhaps- but a FANTASTIC looking day...i'm headed back out for some more, soon.

[shadowknows69]

5. The weather here is nice too

But there are storms brewing in my soul.

[conscious evolution]

6. How will you recognize the light

when you do not know the darkness?

Hang in there,friend.

[MedleyMisty]

7. The Johnny Cash version is quite powerful

and I wish I knew a way to help you feel better.


(((hugs)))