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But I wasn't lying.
She was absolutely, totally convinced that I was in a mind control cult and having sex with a 40-year-old woman AND a 60-year-old man, was doing cocaine and meth, and had multiple abortions. She was also convinced she had lice even after six treatments with RID and pouring fabric softener all over herself when someone told her that it would get rid of lice. (And she was wondering why she was losing hair and her skin was flaking off....)
At first I thought she was just being influenced by the church she was in -- I had converted to Paganism and was considering staying for the summer up at a place out in the boonies because I'd been offered a job at the health food store in that town. I was only 19 and my mother and I had been close (and she'd had no problem with Paganism for several years), so when the boss lady asked me to invite Mom out there to meet her, her husband, and their eight-year-old child, I took her up there. She flipped out a few weeks later about the idea of me going up there, but also about me being Pagan, and she told my GRANDMOTHER that I was a Satanist. It was my grandmother's house and when Granny heard that she said I either had to start going to church twice a week with her or move out. So I did -- with the people Mom was so freaked out about.
Mom begged me to come home, so I did, but she wasn't better yet. She asked me to go with her to her therapist, so I did, and she pulled out my retractible lipstick brush, the one that she must have found by going through my stuff, and was convinced that the slight residue of baby powder was cocaine and pulled it out like it was proof that everything she thought was correct. I said "I can assure you it's not cocaine or any other kind of drug, but if you thought it might be cocaine, why didn't you lick it to see if it numbed your tongue? You know about that from living with my father."
She stammered but kept telling the therapist that she was right and it was proof I was a horrible drug user. That was when I said she was fucking crazy and needed help, and offered to take a drug test right then and there to prove to both her AND her therapist that I wasn't strung out if it would convince her to get that help.
Apparently she had told her therapist I was on meth because lots of walking and coming off of BCPs had made me lose weight, upon meeting me the therapist could see that I was not strung out, spoke with me privately, and then referred her to a real psychiatrist. THEN she started getting better.
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