I want to get high soo bad

[UndertheOcean]

although I know is will not help me and the relief will be temporary . I have access to good weed too , but however I crave it I know it is useless , but the craving is still there.

The real craving is to find peace and balance and meaning in my life . I discovered that running helps , running till I am swimming in sweat keeps my hyperactive mind at bay... I think I am addicted to running now since I am doing it twice a day.

life , life, what should a human being do with it. It is just slipping away , and no epiphany or moment of transcendence is apparent on the horizon

[Bullwinkle925]

1. i have no words of wisdom . . .

only that i understand those feelings . . .

i keep running away from myself and life, too -

you are doing it literally.

i would like to know my purpose as well.

sigh

[malta blue]

2. ...

:hug:

Be good to yourself.

[UndertheOcean]

3. I must , since I want to live still more days , awaiting what discoveries life may bring