Reply #45: I feel fidgety

[get the red out]

Can't keep still at work, bored, just fidgety. There are definitely some needs not getting met, but overall life is just boring and I wish there were more to the proverbial "all this".

I had a really emotional weekend cleaning out my Mom and Dad's house with my sister and brother-in-law. Taking chunks of the past and hurling it out into a huge dumpster, I thought a lot about the best time ever with my Dad and that was when I spent election night with them in 2008. I am missing him bad right now, tomorrow is his birthday (a week after the anniversary of his death) so this is quite emotional. He was a Cancer and I am a Cancer, both of us born in July.