Reply #76: OMG

[stellanoir]

When I post my GD prayers, I feel the most amazingly unusual energy. I'm nearly entirely disconnected from three D.

The repercussions are exponential on the collective level. It is as though I'm just floating and flirting with higher energies for a while, immersed in both the collective and higher forces.

Then it stops and I wonder what would happen if I really ever personally grounded that energy into real life. That gives me great pause and I do treasure my anonymity so. Consternation invariably follows. hmmm

The effect of these efforts is in some regards, completely immeasurable. Yet when that energy strikes, it's all consuming and feels so compelling, that I can't resist.

Have to figure out how to strike a balance some day I guess. Maybe I will.

Continually wafting between 12th and 1st and 3rd and 8th house energies is quite the wild ride. Yikes again.