Reply #9: Meditation does sound like a good idea to me...

[mrl821]

I've tried it many, many times and I have trouble focusing. Maybe I'll try it again.

I go through this every so often with this person and seriously think about how I could remove him from my life, but at this point, I don't think it's possible. I definitely think he's in my life for a reason. I like your idea about mirrors reflecting myself. That is very interesting. I will give that some thought.

Thank you, DemEx!