Reply #131: When I was hypnotized I met my current brother "up there"

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and he was a very dark blue color - said he hated this experience (life) and this was his last time. He said it was like being electrocuted. He was supposedly a very old soul. I thought that was very odd because my brother doesn't really work, is a wanna-be musician who I support, (he writes and plays pretty, new-age instrumentals). He has a heart of gold but is the most pessimistic, and really fearful person I know. His perfect life would be in a cave somewhere with a dog and no contact with other people. I'm stunned that someone who seems almost emotionally handicapped, could be such a very old, dark blue soul. My guide said that old souls are very sensitive, so sensitive that life is very difficult for them. She thought this made perfect sense but I was very sceptically.

BTW - I have two brothers - this is not the one with the drug problem that I mentioned in other threads. The one with the drug problem was a younger - light aqua-blue color and seemed very disappointed with his performance in this life. The "old soul" brother also had a cocaine problem for about a year when he was younger, but stopped one day without any kind of AA, NA, rehab or anything else. Maybe because he is an old soul he was able to just quit on a dime while my other brother really struggles with addiction?????

(Edit to spell check!)