Reply #16: I'm having issues with all three readings I did.

[BlueIris]

Namely, because everything except the outcome cards really resonated with me--seemed to indicate that I was moving in a positive direction, that all conditions at this time are manageable or at least serviceable and then...what? And I mean: what?! I wound up with cards in both "outcome" placements that have extremely negative connotations for me. Those are the last places I would want to be in any sense as the outcome of the path I am currently on. I've come all this way to well, rid myself of that shit. I am still actively making the hard but painful choices necessary to not go back to those places because--they aren't good for me and they're not what I want.