Reply #26: I'm really starting to see this.

[Gregorian]

I spent many years in a state of dread. And I think part of it is habitual. Now I am watching other people. And I finally see for myself what is attractive and not. Attractive isn't really the right word.

I'm learning. I'm a very slow learner. Now I am careful to expose any negativity unless it's fully warranted.

And I spend a lot of time on a European forum where artists hang out. Unbelievable stuff. They had a tinfoil hat contest last night that was hysterical. I once lived in a house with some outrageous comics, and we died laughing every night. I miss those days. At least I know how it feels.

But life can get one down. It doesn't take much misfortune to do. However, misfortune is often good fortune in disguise. In retrospect I have had a colorful ride through life. Not what I wanted, but probably even better.

Cheers.