Reply #13: I can relate to this though I have no answers

[skygazer]

I've had dreams of freebasing coke that were so real that when I didn't get the rush in my dream, I woke up completely confused.

I find it very difficult to watch some films - I've never been able to get through Pulp Fiction because of a scene near the beginning involving drug use - it's like a flashback for me and makes me so very uncomfortable.

I've been clean for almost 11 years now. I rarely have the dreams anymore but the discomfort with films etc. is still very real and almost impossible to explain to someone who hasn't been there. My monkey was cocaine and heroin and all I can offer you is a :hug: