I Can't Stop Crying...

[QueenOfCalifornia]

I wish I could stop... But the tears keep streaming down my face.

My beautiful, smart and wonderful cat was killed. My heart is breaking. I love him so much and he isn't here. He's gone. He went into the canyon like he had a thousand times. I tried to make him an inside cat but he just wanted to be out in that damned canyon so much I didn't have the heart to keep him from being himself. He went out the night before last and was killed by coyotes. I feel so guilty that I let him out. He always came home and slept next to me and his best friend, our chihuahua Tiki. They grew up together.

I am devastated and heartbroken. I will miss my friend Spike so very much.

Spike


Spike and Tiki when they were babies