Reply #45: I was seduced into the dark world of alerting by...

[TreasonousBastard]

being a mod for two terms.

At first, it was cool, I would just watch the alerts come in but stay aloof from them, but slowly I was drawn into alerting on my own. I soon realized that this indeed was going to be my job as long as I remained seduced by the hot tub and other inducements of the moerators private lounge.

I learned to love alerting and became addicted to it, giving up everything, doing nothing but waiting for the next alert.

Finally, that last term ended and I can face my shame. I find it impossible to feel any pleasure in alerting now. The therapy is working slowly, but I believe it is possible to get some of my virginity back.