Reply #97: ya, but i have done, and am doing something about it.

[seabeyond]

i can see what you are saying, but i am not hopeless. i also understand how uniquely different we all are. i hate shopping, spending, buying comsuming. and i have always been this way. others are not that way. i see what they bring to the world. there thought process with gift. mine is not more right than the person that enjoys buying and giving. i have had to learn how to receive. i hate being given to. that alone is a lesson for me

the me me me you talk in buying vehicle, as an example. those that buy the monsters. they buy them for a lot of different reasons, all of them selfish, but different

i mean, this is not a simple thing, that is for sure.

yes we are all of those things. but

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i just see more good, than not good