Reply #113: It was a little more complicated than that

[Marazinia]

The way Christians talk, the things their book tells them to do, and what they really do, and how they justify it, that's what got me thinking. But it took more than thirty years to finally realize that it's more than just people not doing what their god wants them to. It's people who told me god exists, but people can't be trusted. They can't even be trusted to agree on what that god wants. So if there is a god, let that god come tell me what he wants, I'm listening. But people aren't telling me anything anymore, because people as a species are ignorant and illogical at best and incredibly delusional at worst. Also, religion is too often used as a source of control by people who know very well there's no god.