All I do is sleep.

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9. sleeping too much is better than too little

really it is give yourself a fucking break ! the SSRI have you read up on it ( not on the net that info is usually bullshit ) there are books at the library with the straight story .The new shrink might be a good fit you can talk about meds and the feeling of being on a tread mill which is what we are all on but some are better than others (ha-ha) .

Drinking ? feh like downers it goes nowhere ......Atleast you can spell Hawaii so you better go !!!! the best thing we can all do is to
get away from the non news news which is a huge addiction ----Hawaii could work for that unless they have become plugged in slaves of fear .