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I was scared at first, then let it go and the vibration ramped up significantly. I almost felt myself go head over heels! Then something made me wake up but I returned to my nap and resumed the previous vibration where I left off. I wasn't even trying to astral travel. It was my overself, if there is such a thing, allowed me to continue. One part I remember is looking out my eyesockets like they were a mask or at least the shadows of what would be eyesockets.
The last thing I recall was telling my high school love (the only man I have ever loved), that I loved him as I held out my hand to him.
The last time I astral traveled was to try to find him back in 1971 and was disturbed that nobody could see me or answer me on the bus I was taking to try to find him at the university he was attending at the time.
I am wondering if something happened to him and it made this happen?
I almost feel silly for asking but I have never felt anything like this. It is so high schoolish in a way which is embarrassing for a woman of 59 but those vibrations were intense!
I hope that this experience will open the way to more astral travels as I think I would stop myself out of fear in the more recent past. I also hope that I can leave him out of the equation in the future but then again I always knew I had known him before and if it needs to come up, I guess it most certainly will.
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