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Do you know me?
I am running for President of the United States... here's a hint... I'm a Senator.
Do you know me?
Can you see my passion, my desire for change, my hope to be the one to lead this country back from the brink of destruction... do you know me?
Can you see the years of struggle... the pain, the anguish, the misunderstandings I had to overcome? All these experiences have affected me greatly... have hammered me into the person that I am today so I do not begrudge any of them. I do not regret my path in life... because I had to travel through some rough places and suffer minor inconveniences I have the spouse I have and the children I have and I have the life I have... and I would not give them up or change them into something else for all the world. I know, I make it look easy... I know you probably think the world can't touch me... that I live in a cocoon... and maybe you're right... maybe I have lived in some sort of cocoon, shielded from the harshness of the world for a time so that I can grow into what I need to become to serve my nation... to serve my God... to serve my own children...
Do you know me?
Can you hear me? When I speak, do you hear me? Do you listen to what I say or does your mind drift away to hide behind your pre-conceived ideas about who I am... about who I should be... about who you want me to be and how I failed you or even worse... how you hope I will fulfill your visions about who and what this country should be... a hope that will surely leave you feeling impotent and inconsequential... this country is not my country, it's our country and it must be fixed together or not at all... I should not be your hope though you are mine....
Do you know me?
Do you not see the mess that has been made... how those who hated government, used and abused and yes, even raped our most beloved government for their own end... yes, I saw it all... to get here, I had to witness things that I could never be proud of... authorize things I should never be proud of... and even accept things that have stained my soul for ever... stained it so much that at times I hope the atheists are right and I may never have to answer for what I have allowed to be done in my name... you can't know what these things are... you never will... we're all dirty in this debacle... we've all sold out in small ways... we have all worshiped idols... we have all failed but it is through our failures that we gain the opportunity for redemption... yes, I have failed... but I have passed through the fire... though the furnace was set 77 times hotter than ever before I have come out forged harder than steel and ready to lead us all to a better place.
Do you know me?
I am not a savior of our nation... in fact, I recognize that you are the savior of our people and that my job is to prepare the way... to help educate you... to provide for you... to care for you as if you were my child... and even if I don't agree with you... to love you in spite of your failings and faults. I seek to become the President of these Fractured and Disunited States so I can return to those high ideals that lead us out of ignorance and fear and bring us to a land that truly overflows with milk to feed our children and honey to sweeten our lives...
Do you know me... or do you just see my skin... is all that you see my old and failing body... this magnificent machine that moves me from place to place... is it only my gender that you see... am I capable because or in spite of the presence or absence of one chromosome or is it my race... does the color of my skin preclude me or exclude me from being allowed the privilege of being your leader? If that's all that you see... then you are also failing this country... as patriotic as you are... as much as you love the life that this country and these people have provided you... you are failing it because you refuse to see... you refuse to set aside that which does not matter and you refuse to see that which does... you are the blind... indeed, if in fact you are blinded by using only your eyes to see and you are hoping to lead others to a better world then you are the blind leading the blind, and I have it on good authority that you all shall more than likely fall into a pit.
Do you know me? Do you see me? Can you look past this skin and see my soul? Can you look past this skin and see my heart? Can you look past this skin and see my mind? If not... then you are not the people I thought you were... Do you know me? I am running for President of the United States... and I am not a Black Man, I am not an Old Man and I am not a WoMan... I am the hopes and dreams and desires for the future of this country... I am something greater than the sum of my parts... I am an instrument of the faith that people have placed in my hands and I am fighting for our communal futures... help me fight... open your eyes... open your hearts... and more importantly... open your grace up to me and help me pave a path away from destruction and death and toward truth and light...
Do you know me? Yes... deep down you do... yes... deep down you do... but if you don't; open your heart and you will recognize me...
God bless America.
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