My name is Anthony.

[LeftyFingerPop]

I know I am spamming the lounge tonight. please forgive me.

I am PUI.

I might not come here for a few days until these threads sink.

But, ya know, this is how I get my communication, especially now.

So, philboy is my dog.

But I am a wop, and I love that term.

My name is Anthony.

[puerco-bellies]

1. Hi Anthony

Hang in there, things get different.

[LeftyFingerPop]

2. Hello....

I admire you.

I respect you.

Nice to see you posting.

[khashka]

3. You scared me there for a minute!

All I could think of was My Is Luka by Suzanne Vega and you were going to tell me you live above me and your parents abuse you.

Don't leave. It's not needed and we'd miss you.

Khash.

[Skittles]

4. I WILL KICK PHILBOY/ANTHONY ASS

YES INDEED

[LeftyFingerPop]

5. Ha!

:hug: skittles

[khashka]

6. Yeah it's time for some tough love

Hopefully the tougher the better - involving a great deal of physical pain. Let's kick his ass, tie him up and force anti-depressants down his throat. Could be useful, could be fun and might make a good porn movie.

:)

Khash.

[KitchenWitch]

7. mmmmm pr0n!

:evilgrin:

[LeftyFingerPop]

8. I take so many anti-depressants that...

you could bake a cake with them.

Jesus Christ I do not know what I am going to do Khash... I lost someone today. :cry:

[Skittles]

11. I'll definitely make him clean out my kitty litter boxes

yes INDEED

[khashka]

15. But Skittles

That would not make a good porn movie or only appeal to a small and weird group. We have to tape this and market it and your audience is too small for us to make a profit.

Khash.

[Skittles]

16. oh all RIGHT

getting out my WHIP and FMP's :7

[yellowdogintexas]

17. works for me, I have four of them and after that he can cut down all the

volunteer oak trees in my yard and turn my compost. That much work in the lovely North Texas early summer HEAT should sweat it out of him.

Then you can KICK HIS ASS

[Fire Walk With Me]

9. You're good to go no matter what.

I'm sorry about the situation and hope that it resolves to the greatest possible good for you and everyone involved.

[LeftyFingerPop]

10. Thank you peake....

but it will not. It is horribly fucked. i'm just trying to convince myself that I am not a total prick.

[Fire Walk With Me]

12. You're not a total prick. If you have the time to wonder if you are, you can't be.

:D

:hug:

Who cares what others think. If you're flailing, then flail. Be true to yourself and what you're going through. Get through it. I respect you for doing so and look forward to more of your perspective and humor.

I've been through "horribly fucked". It's possible to do so, if that helps.

[The Straight Story]

13. And a good name it is my friend

You know if you ever want to talk I am a call away.

Just don't call collect :)

[Frank Cannon]

14. That's really good, Anthony!

Yes sirree, that's wonderful!

[yellowdogintexas]

18. ok, you are going to get through this. It is a very good thing you have all of us

nightowls here in the Lounge to vent to and get responses from. A little human contact even through the intertubes is a good thing

man I have so screwed up various things in the past.

did a lot of soiling the nest in my first marriage

but found a different type of person and we have been married 25 years and have a lovely daughter..but there have been times...POW to the MOON Mr Yellow dog!

Times when I did not even want to be in the same state with him much less same house.

A particularly bad period about 13 years ago when I was getting ready to take our daughter to visit my mom and he couldn't go, so bad that if he had been able to go I would have sneaked out of the house in the middle of the night to avoid being in the car with him for 14 hours driving to my mother's house. He didn't go and that trip made a huge difference, actually. Normally there is absolutely NO ONE I would rather be with on a road trip, we have great fun travelling together but that was just a very bad period. We got past it, and are the better for it.

Now this is not to say this particular thing is going to right itself in this same fashion, the issue you currently have. It is to say that just like Scarlett says..tomorrow is another day. Every day we start over with a whole new one. Yesterday is over and done with and can't be changed; tomorrow hasn't happened yet and we can't do much about that either.

but you do have a lot of friends on this board and all us nightowls are concerned and care! So please at least post in a couple of times a day to say you are surfacing, or PM someone who can tell the rest of us.