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Edited on Sun Apr-15-07 06:46 PM by Nikia
1. My job stresses me out for several resasons:the conflict between my boss and the owning family to the extent that it makes me hard to respect my boss and trust his judgement, the fact that my boss doesn't think that I should have been hired in the first place because I have trouble lifting 55 pounds above my head (see my post in the women's rights forum), the fact that I am expected to play offense and defense at the same time (do research and development and make sure everything going out the door is good), and the fact that I am expected to be able to compete with large companies which have large research and development departments lead by people with lots of education and experience and who do that job full time, instead of having quality duties too. Despite all this stress, it is an improvement over my previous job where I was sexually harassed and did not feel intellectually challenged. 2. I wish that I enjoyed my job more since I spend almost 10 hours per day there. When I went away to college, I always thought that I'd be able to get a job that I like just for having a degree, but it turned out to be more difficult than I thought. 3. I was briefly under employed after my seasonal first position in quality in the food industry (I worked fast food). Now I have more experience so getting any job is easier. What wasn't easy for me was getting a job that pays well, over $30,000 or even $25,000 per year. 4. I consider it a career, which is why I am not looking for another job. I figure that I should give this a good try. If I have this job for another 2 or 3 years, I should be in a good position to get a better job. 5. In a way, I am well compensated because they pay me more than the other jobs that were offered to me. It makes me feel afraid that one day they'll decide that I am not worth what they pay, because they underpay the production workers. In a way, I feel like other people get payed more, putting up with much less crap than I do. 6. (Almost forgot) I have wanted to be many different things since childhood. Realistically, I want to do research and development exclusively under a competent mentor. What I really want to do is be a writer.
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