Reply #26: I hear ya friend

[SPKrazy]

it is so damned hard to focus on the outer circle for me, I'm so much better at focusing on "avoiding the bad things" and not on doing the good things. It's like I'm allergic to the good things sometimes, or maybe allergic to the idea of them. Because if I do things that enhance my growth and spirit, and recovery, I feel GOOD. Oh no, can't have too much of a good thing!

:shrug:

It's enigmatic for me sometimes when I look at my actions and thinking.

thanks to you too Varkham!