Reply #12: god, I checked them all. Am I a freak?

[idgiehkt]

This is kind of a relief.

The only thing is I am getting weirder as I get older and not for the better. I've heard people here talk about energy coming from other people and I am increasingly less and less tolerant of things in my life as well. I wasn't this way growing up and in my early twenties I was normally materialistic but the older I get the fewer possessions I like to have and I am now at the point where I am realizing that is a phobia and not some cute hippie/bohemian thing. I literally can't stand the energy coming off of all these things around me, and I continually take garbage bags of stuff to goodwill. I am considering getting on some kind of mild OCD medicine or something if it doesn't eventually improve. I feel like I have the opposite of that 'hoarder' syndrome, but I have never met anyone else who has it.