Reply #12: I'm sorry for your troubles. I have no insight for the future.

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I know you have really been struggling for a long time with this. I think you should continue with your contacts and keep up on what is going on in your town. You never know, you might be able to create something with the town government. I have a friend that put together a program (a recreational program) for the kids in the summer, the Town Supervisor picked it up. She is now part of the Parks & Rec staff and manages the senior center, planning their activities. Just an idea, Her job didn't exist before she started. So don't despair. I think the holding on to gratitude is very key.