Reply #5: thanks guys

[FirstLight]

I posted from a very low vibrational place, i know. I have re-aligned myself and talked to my editor friend. He is also on the spiritual path and gets it big time. so we talked about the freakout/followed by the enlightening that comes from our hurdles and lapses...

He also reiterated it has NOTHING to do with ME, but all about the publisher having a major hit when he realized how bad the economic situation really is, but only after it hit HIM. (loss of advertisers because the local economy is shrinking, he hadn't noticed because he's so wrapped up in his houses and family stuff...) so we talked it thru and he is going to stand up to him with some compassion on monday and tell him that it wasn't cool to just sideswipe both of us like that...even if it doesn't change the outcome, it is worth saying because the publisher deserves to hear some of the lessons as well...

meanwhile, there are other options as well, i just need to heal and see what unfolds in the new year. I know i will have food, a roof over my head and a family that wont let me be desolate...so it's all in divine timing, i will wait on the tao, the will of heaven ;)