Reply #12: Those are some really intense experiences - sometimes I wish

[smirkymonkey]

I had more concrete experiences that I could really grab on to. The vagueness disturbs me a bit, and when I feel that way, it's like either a deep longing for that life or a deep fear of it.

You described the feelings surrounding the experiences very well - present reality becoming wavy and almost very distant and the other world seeming more concrete and real. I wish there was a book about people who have had these experiences. Sometimes I don't think they are as deep as they could be with me because on some level, I am very afraid of that part of myself.