Reply #19: Actually it was an incident in MS which sort of sealed it for me

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I was sharing a room for a class with a friend but I usually lived alone. Since I had been broken into I started putting a knife under my bed which was the first thing I went for when he came back while I was sleeping. It wasn't there since I didn't take it with me. Had it been a gun I probably would have had it. I shudder to think what I would have done (I was a drinker back then so I was drunk as well). A gun is one of those things you have to be perfect with one mistake and you have fucked up someone but good.