Am I paranoid or what!

[Raven]

I have decided to renew my passport, not because I have travel plans but because I fear that forced residence in Canada may be in my future (this is my first paranoid thought). The form asks for a contact in an emergency and I decided not to put my son down because he may be on a watch list...if he isn't now, he probably will be if things get so bad that I decide to head north (second paranoid thought). This is making me very sad because I never in my life thought that I would actually be thinking this way.