Reply #49: I am as well.

[idgiehkt]

I fully except the fact that if the bad girl in me has to come out and smoke, that she is going to be doing so for around 4-6 months. I'm going to get up to two packs a day in no time flat and lose my will to do anything but sit around sucking on a cancer stick. I will eat M&M's and drink soda for three meals a day and have hershey bars for snacks. I will have to get a new set of temporary smoking friends to utilize for socialization purposes until I go crawling on my hands and knees back into the realm of the smoke free. I've done this so many times I know the play by play. It's depressing, but sometimes, a girl's got to do what a girl's got to do.