"Her son gave his life, can't he at least LEND an ear?"

[Bluerthanblue]

fuck bush- fuck him to hell-

i don't care what she may have said in the fog that follows the death of a loved one- i don't care how bush 'feels'-

he OWES this woman- hell, he owes this WORLD the decency of at least facing the music of his rotten cowboy western dirge.

i want to hate him with all my heart-

but he's a stunted little 7year old boy, who somehow fell into the role of 'leader'- and he's leading us all to hell in his mothers handbasket.

his heart is hardened, his emotions an act, and he is terrified of 'death' ever since the death of little sister 'Robin' and the atrocious way his parents DIDN'T deal with that reality, or enable him to grieve and learn from it-

i pity him- i pity his whole damn family-

And i honor Cindy, as a fellow mom, and human, who is not wallowing in grief, or living in denial of the 'waste' of life that has been and continues to occur- all in the name of

WHAT???????? that's what she's asking- WHY? WHAT GOOD CAN EVER COME OF THIS?????

wish i could sand beside her, and ALL those male, female, young and old who understand and value life in the truest sense, not as a 'slogan'.


i'm so angry, it feels like my fingers are spitting