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[undergroundpanther]

Sorry I haven't posted since forever, my computer is touch and go. My computer got seriously messed up,because some asshole used it for porn,after I TOLD him NOT to.
In the past few months,I had a sociopath as a roommate,he has made false charges against me. I got to go to court. I have no experience with court and being accused of a crime I didn't do. Because of this situation now my sisters are frothing at the mouth to sell the house I'm living in.The level of stress has been too much for me.My life has been torn apart. In hope I can find a new place.I know my art area will be gone . For 3 years prior to him renting here he was decent,my mom liked him,he moved in and he did the Jekyll to Hyde thing and became arrogant abusive,harassing,threatening monster.I have a 6 month peace order against him. While at my house he had an accident and was without showing any compassion to the cyclist that was bleeding like crazy. He had a temper tantrum that he could not sue the cyclist because of the damage done to his old trash pit of a car..and that he had to get it fixed.




I have decided I can't deal with most people.Too many are without conscience to trust anyone,anymore.

[annabanana]

1. It sounds like you've hit a rough patch.

I assume he's moved out. I hope you can keep your place. Perhaps your sisters will reconsider.

[undergroundpanther]

2. another thing

If I end up leaving right before November I won't be able to vote! arrrgh!

[Tobin S.]

3. I can deal with most people

But I spent a lot of years not being able to deal with anyone.

The trick is who you let get close to you. I'm friendly with everyone if they let me be, but I keep a little distance personally and emotionally from most people until I know they are cool. For this reason I don't have many close friends. People just don't have the patience for me for the most part I guess. It seems like if you speak in more than a few words at a time you lose most people. It's the plague of the soundbite. If you can't say it in 10 words or less, forget about it.

[undergroundpanther]

4. Soundbyte

I get exactly what you are saying Tobin,people seem to not be able to handle deep,or dense information anymore. As for the monster,I knew him 3 years.Three years he seemed ok got along with me,and others,hell even my mom liked him. three years he was ok,then when he thought he and I would be here,he became a monster.

[pipi_k]

8. I feel the same way...

it's like a whole Twitter world out there.

I can't enjoy myself in a group of people when the subject keeps changing or people are talking over each other. People lose interest in a particular topic and I'm left in the dust not being able to make what's commonly known as "small talk".

Also, people often end up thinking I'm stuck up or unfriendly but really it's insecurity.

I actually do much better with the written word than in person.

[greytdemocrat]

6. Meanie!!!

[Tobin S.]

7. This is the

Mental Health Support Group

Take the snark elsewhere.

[hunter]

9. The only reason I'm not living in a cardboard box in an alley somewhere is...

... I have a few people I can trust.