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and you speak truth.
Personal experience. Hubby is a USN Chief Retired, and while on duty he found himself in the wrong place at the right time at least twice. Read in the middle of shoot outs.
Unlike many vets he will gladly tell the story to people, a coping mechanism. But we share that joy. As a Red Cross Medic in Tijuana I went to a few shootouts, very intense shootouts, we still both jump at fire works too and AK-47 do have a very distinctive sound to them, as well as a nice star pattern if you are in direct line of fire. So I get it, some of it. Though as I like to say it... getting it is not necessarily an honor, but good enough to know that at times he don't sleep, at times he jumps out of his sleep, and at times you do not touch him to wake him up.
I don't have the last one... even if I crawled into shootouts to get casualties out. Yes, people DO SHOOT at the Red Cross, especially at the Red Cross... but lord knows I remember those events like yesterday. The fear, the shaking hands, the time slowing to a crawl. And these two wars have another added joy, the supply chain is very broken, even now. At least I did not have that problem... and if I ran out of bandages I could send a runner with 100 bucks to buy over priced bandages at the local pharmacy. Oh and I could go home at the end of the nightmare, allowing for recovery time.
Yeah there are some things that are particular to this. I mean urban warfare has it's own joys, but in many ways it is not that different from jungle warfare. Yep, you mostly hear it... but seeing who is shooting at you... and of course those damn cold nights of the desert or the high mountains. But a vet will get the fear... the throat going like cotton, and the hands shaking after for some silly reason, you actually made it. They will also get it if you admit to peeing yourself... and I know more than one person who's done that...
So yes, this generation of vets, I hope, don't go through some of the crap Vietnam Era vets went through when they met their counterparts from the last good war... and you know what I am talking about. Funny, they are having some trouble, even now recruiting vets... and you know who I mean.
And you might be able to reach to them in ways that even the civies hired by the VA don't and will never be able to do.
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