can i get some love please...?

[FirstLight]

Feeling like a victim this morning, i guess

having money issues and I posted about it in GD, and i got crickets
what's the deal, ? no compassion for poverty?

http://www.democraticunderground.com/discuss/duboard.php?az=view_all&address=389x9115005


ya, i guess I am just in a mood...been sick now with the back to school crud getting worse, not getting ANY replies to over a dozen resumes a week sent in the past month or more...just the loser-ific-ness of it all is bearing down on me.

at least i can just be sicky-saturday and crawl back in bed :hide:

[Kookaburra]

1. You're going through some crap right now

That's for sure. I'm sorry you're having to deal with all of this on top of being sick. It's not fair.

Here's a big bear :hug: . It'll get better -- I manifest better times for you FL.

[southerncrone]

2. Be positive....get positive responses.

Be negative....get negative responses.
Universal Law.

[FirstLight]

3. gee thanks...

I guess I belong in bed today then

[southerncrone]

10. Rest may be exactly what you need.

In an overly demanding world, most of us can't get enough of the stuff.....especially if you're sick.
Sweet dreams & holy healing to you, FL. :hug:

[peacefreak]

4. Here, have one of these....

:hug: I think a lot of people are completely burnt out by their own shit. The world seems a little over-whelming sometimes. Take care of yourself. Do something that gives you pleasure. Or sleep!

[Proud_Lefty]

5. Sending lots of love

So sorry you're going through this, FL. I posted something for you on your other thread.

It's hard to always be positive, especially when you feel like you're drowning. Hold out your hand for those guides beyond to grasp and pull you up out of it. They're there and waiting to help you.

Hoping things start changing around.

[BanzaiBonnie]

6. Love to you Firstlight

Now... go and love yourself. I know it feels hopeless. You ARE NOT hopelessness.


Let go of the feeling. And by that, I don't mean dismiss it. IT's true and real to you now, but it doesn't have to stay. Let yourself feel it all the way through and along with the anger, wave bye, bye.


Sending love your way.

[Fire Walk With Me]

7. Will keep you in my prayers...

[FirstLight]

8. thanks all

I can;t seem to rest enough...the downloading is heavy. dreams and sleeping for hours...

blech, went to the store for quick supplies, byt the end of it i was hacking and dizzy...back to bed for sure

good thing i stocked up on the kid's easy foods, i'm not cooking anything anytime soon...

g'night! see you after the shift, lol

[I Have A Dream]

9. Take care of yourself, my friend.

Do what you have to do to get through this, and don't feel guilty.

:loveya:

[Proud_Lefty]

11. Take care of yourself

It's okay to put yourself first sometimes, especially in times like this. Much love to you. :loveya:

[Mnemosyne]

12. Anytime, and I hear you.

Rough times lately. :hug::grouphug::hug:

[Sanity Claws]

13. I think you can use a hug

:hug:

It is very tough out there. You don't need people lecturing you about banks or other things.
I understand how it feels to send out resumes and get no responses, especially if you know that you are very qualified for the position. The main economy seems to consider us "throw away people," as though we don't anymore.

:hug:

[Kind of Blue]

14. Maybe, FL, you have to change the

game plan. Maybe you're not supposed to leave home for work. Maybe something is keeping you there for your kids, for yourself and a way to make a living with your writing skills. I'm working right now. But if you're interested, I'll send you some contacts when I'm done this afternoon. I know the thought of leaving home where I can juggle time for myself, family and art is something I really would not prefer.
If you want, PM me whether I should send :)

[japple]

15. Hope you're feeling better today, FL. I'm asking the Universe

to send you a healing tonic, and to wrap you in a blanket of love and strength.

Be good to yourself and know that you are not alone. :hug: :hug: :hug:

[JanusAscending]

16. I'm with you sweetie....

and I think the "overload" of being ill on top of being tired, is making our MOODS much darker than they need to be. I have decided to let go of the FEAR...and just relax and breath ...and be kind to myself by resting the body. Maybe the mind (peace) will follow. What FWWM said is resonating with me. Let go and let God, and stop feeling sorry for myself. None of us knows what tomorrow holds....but we all know WHO holds tomorrow!! Crawling back into bed and pulling the covers over our heads (cocooning) isn't always a bad thing. By some miracle we could emerge a beautiful butterfly!!! Thus spoke Janus Ascending for the day!! LOL <3<3<3!! (face book friends take note please!)

[lildreamer316]

17. Hey!

Love you. :hug:

[Cleita]

18. Sorry FL, I didn't see your post until now.

Here's sending you some :hug: and hoping things get better for you.

[get the red out]

19. It's not you, times are hard

And so often it is human nature to try to avoid hearing about someone having difficulties and run right past, as if not thinking about them will somehow keep the same from happening to us. Maybe that was what happened in GD, people might not have even known they were avoiding the subject.

Not getting a job right now is no sign of failure. We had a part time job in our office open back in the spring and we had a huge number of applicants. A lot of those people had amazing resumes and educational backgrounds, FOR A PART TIME UNIVERSITY INVENTORY JOB THAT DOESN'T PAY SQUAT! Rock, meet hard-place in the good ol' U S of A.