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I wonder what our predominate emotion will be. I think we might be surprised actually. And no, I'm not going to say we will feel forgiveness in our hearts. Well, maybe a few will, but I certainly won't. I will probably not even have the luxury of a feeling of relief, but probably a boiling, seething, murderous anger at this man who so outrageously changed the lives of so many people on this planet for the worse. I hold him responsible for things I can't even allow myself to list at this point because he is already the source of so much pain in my life that I feel really abused. Outrageously abused. At this point I even wonder if I can get my life back. And please, don't anyone make fun of this because we all took part in the fight on different levels so no one can really understand what others went through. I plan on making a film using all the footage I got over the years. I want to show what we went through, who the heroes were, and here's how the cops behaved. But maybe I'll just need to put it all behind me. I do know Americans have that tendency. Why dwell? Why dwell indeed, when we have this amazing man named Barack Obama who seems to have such a very special gift. I have such hope.
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