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:scared: Met him at Costco, he's one of the checkers. Nice guy, so I've made a point of going through his checkstand for the last several years. Very open, chatty guy. Goodlooking too. Sat down and had lunchbreak with me once last year. Wow...:loveya: I've been fighting anxiety attacks that make it tough for me to leave the house, so I don't get out as much as I'd like. Makes it difficult for schedules to connect...but wanted to have lunchbreak with me a couple weeks ago with me...except I had company- ex-partner and his 16 year old son under my wing. Not a good time. Damn... Last week...finally made another lunchbreak connection! Wow...:loveya: "Call me Monday, that's my best day to do anything." Ended up going out for lunch...sat and talked for two and a half hours and would have been longer if he didn't have to pick up his daughter from school. Wow....:loveya:
Overcame panic attack to meet him for lunchbreak on Wednesday...seems this isn't such a good plan. Too easy to lose track of time and overstay lunch break.
Soooo...looks like it's gonna be Mondays. I like the way this guy's mind works- similar to mine. He can go off at a 37 degree tangent in a 3-dimensional continuum even faster than I can...which takes some doing, lemme tell ya! He is also at least willing to look at some concepts and ideas with which he may not agree, rather than just dismissing them out of hand. He's got 3 kids and a brand-new granddaughter, which will be new ground for this childless old badgerpup catlady...IF things work out... Oh gods, what if they don't? What if they DO? AAARRRRGGHHH!!!!
Just on a note...tomorrow, the 28th, it will be a year since ex-Beloved Sig Other dumped me to find his Fantasy Trophy Woman on the net. He hasn't succeeded...repeatedly. I do feel rather sorry for him. I've got baggage, I ain't purty, but I'm HONEST, and I'm real, and I loved him very much. He won't have that again from any woman, I'm afraid. :nopity: :(
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