Way too much stress. In lieu of Xanax, which I ran out of . . .

[bertha katzenengel]

half a tumbler of Bailey's. Soon the world will be mellow enough for me to sleep.

Oh, god, get me through tomorrow. Without blowing up or imploding.

[Droopy]

1. What's the frequency, bertha?

What's going on? What's happening? How ya doin'? How's it going?

[bertha katzenengel]

2. If you don't mind if I give you the linked version, T....

It's the job. It just keeps getting worse and worse.

http://www.democraticunderground.com/discuss/duboard.php?az=show_mesg&forum=105&topic_id=4923225&mesg_id=4923225

and earlier,

http://www.democraticunderground.com/discuss/duboard.php?az=view_all&address=105x4908220

I am in the market for a new one, but have to be patient, because I refuse to settle.

I just tried to call my doc, get someone on call to call me in some Xanax -- no one is on call. But if I need it in the morning, I can get them to call me some in to a pharmacy near work. I have an appointment for this purpose tomorrow at 5:50, but don't know if I can make it. Because of the job.

:banghead:

Thank you for listening.

I detest treating this with alcohol tonight, but I need serious relaxation. This isn't a habit. Don't worry.

[Droopy]

8. A couple of drinks never hurt anybody

Just don't take the Xanax when you consume alcohol. That's Droopy's "learned from experience" advice for the day.

I'm sorry to hear of the job troubles. You are doing the right thing by looking elsewhere. Life's too short to spend it slaving at a job you hate. I wish you the best of luck and here's to new beginnings. :toast:

[MissB]

3. Enjoy the Baileys.

I hope it gets you through the night. :hug:

[bertha katzenengel]

5. thank you, missb

:pals: I appreciate your posts.

[TK421]

4. Ahhhhh...Xanax, I miss it so.....was on it back in '96

But it got to a point where I was chewing on the damn things....

[bertha katzenengel]

7. Yeah, it was about '92 when I flushed my three-bottle stash in my

therapists presence. I'm not sure I was addicted, but when I told her I had that much she was extremely alarmed. I have since (good god, SOOOOOOOO much therapy behind me) learned to use it in moderation. That shit is addictive as hell, and I don't want to depend upon it again.

[TK421]

10. Thats why I said I was chewing on the things...I wish you the best

of luck....they were starting to make me feel a little TOO good!

[begin_within]

6. A good solid fuck is better than either.

[bertha katzenengel]

9. I agree.

But in the absence of libido... sigh.