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Things can and will get better. I dropped out of high school, got married young, working crap jobs (mainly due to pay, I liked a lot of the work) and things looked bad.
Now I have an awesome job, engineers who work for me, entrusted with a high volume of cash flow through my systems daily, travel, and just bought my first house (I am 39 soon).
The learning never stops. I have made my own college courses for study. I set up topics (10 this semester, as I call them- with detailed out topics and notes) and work hard to learn new things in-depth (simply because I like to learn). This Time around I am getting hard core into gtk-2.0, gcc, c, java, and a host of other things (much of this is stuff I have used and know some already, just want to get more detail and better core grasp, as well as to keep fresh on things). I also have other interests like history, religion, math (mainly some branches of number theory), crafts (fimo and wood working mostly and sometimes needle point which is very relaxing).
Hard to find time with work, wife, daughter, things we are doing to the house, posting here :) and other things. The best thing I have found to help is thinking about the subject at hand and analyzing it while I am doing other things (like driving, in line, working on the yard, making crafts, and so forth).
A glass of rum helps at night as well ;) I don't pretend to be an expert at any one thing or mr smart, I just love learning new things - there is a vast world of knowledge out there. Make it fun, stress less, and don't worry so much as it will make it harder to study!
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