Reply #6: Hookers and blow, a bad combo

[Alacrat]

I had a firefighter friend who had 20+ years on the dept. He got a divorce, lost his house in the divorce, and had to move in with his mother. He was not very attractive, lonely, had low self esteem and was very depressed. He was introduced to a hooker, who turned him on to coke, telling him he would have the best sex of his life. He played with hookers and blow for several years, until he was caught by a random drug test. He lost his job and the respect of his children, mother,and co-workers, who had claimed to be his friends, how quickly we will turn on our own. At age 52 he committed suicide, the note he left said " I won't disappoint anyone anymore". No one who knew him, would have thought he had this problem, he was a great guy, who got caught at a week time. I still think he was a great guy, and miss him every day. ..........sad story.