Reply #11: Because the destructive part of it is doing so much damage to my own life,

[BlueIris]

my future, everything I planned for and everything I deserve, I can't get behind the idea that it is ultimately more of a good thing than a bad thing, sorry. But I agree with those who say things need to CHANGE, and that should have started a long time ago, not this year, and that the evil that is being exposed needs to come out. Now. So in that sense these developments are positive.

Still, though, since I think the worst of it is not yet out, I'm more depressed, anxious and apathetic than anything else. I am especially worried about some of our posters here, who I think are trying to put too positive a spin on the upcoming tragedies and are consequently not prepared for what is to come. Really worried.