Sexual Assault Survivors Support

undergroundpanther

(11,925 posts) Thu Apr 4, 2013, 03:18 PM Apr 2013

I freaked out today [View all]

Trauma issues got to me,and I got triggered,got flashbacks and lost it.I hate PTSD and Dissociastive identity ,it just hurts.
Why is it abusers get away with so much? They destroy a person's soul,then everyone else makes believe it wasen't what it was or,minimizes it,excuses the perp and blames the victim. I'm in psych treatment,a day program to cope with all the damage done.

I hated flipping out today I feel bad about it,when my own mind abuses itself.

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I freaked out today [View all] undergroundpanther Apr 2013 OP

You need a hug. talkingmime Apr 2013 #1

thanks undergroundpanther Apr 2013 #3

Rape is not a sexual act. It's an act of violence. That's it. Violence. talkingmime Apr 2013 #4

I am glad you understand undergroundpanther Apr 2013 #6

I'm sorry you are having a terrible day. Sissyk Apr 2013 #7

Better next time. Keep going, keep learning. Voice for Peace Apr 2013 #2

I think undergroundpanther Apr 2013 #5

There are compassionate people here, Sissyk Apr 2013 #8

when we have been sexually abused, especially if it was ongoing in childhood, Voice for Peace Apr 2013 #10

I'm so glad you survived. Ilsa Apr 2013 #9

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