I am so sick of

[LiberalLoner]

3. This place has def been picked as a target

And I have a sneaking suspicion the TOS might have been changed precisely to drive the members of this group out.

Of course there is no way to harm this group that does not involve collateral damage to a whole bunch of women and all men and women who are survivors of rape.

I don't know how to resolve this, but it seems so clear to me there is a big bullseye target on this group.

I care about this group and the issues we discuss, I just don't come here all that often because I find so much of the info here really gets me in a bad way emotionally. I feel like I'm one of those people you read about in the news who explodes with rage. I feel like there is a monster inside me that I've been struggling to keep contained all my life. When I read things here sometimes that monster seems to get stronger and I'm too afraid of what could happen if the monster got free. I just want to get through life without causing massive harm to myself or others. Maybe everyone has a monster inside, not just me. I don't know. This is the first time I've ever talked about the monster inside.