It's so hard, so painful, so searing. I lost 3 fur family members since December. It has been a terrible year for us. I am underwater with vet bills and still feeling the deep sense of loss.
There was nothing you could do. It was his time to cross.

"Weep not those of you who loved me, for I do not exist in this form alone. I race unchecked in every splash of sun and pass by when breezes sigh. Weep not; for your tears will block from your ears, the subtle new sound of my call"