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In reply to the discussion: I had to release my best friend of the last 14 plus years this morning. [View all]The Polack MSgt
(13,186 posts)Every time we accept the love of a dog - as long as we aren't monsters who could abuse them - We accept the fact that we will be heart broken in 10-15 years
That knowledge never makes it easier.
You saved your dogs from an institutional environment (I am NOT denigrating rescues with this, but a kennel is not a home), and made them family members.
Which they remained as long as their lives lasted
That my friend is as much as you can give to any life you encounter
My eyes are leaking right now, because I remember all the dogs I've loved.
It's helped me to just remember that after they pass, I will go back to the pound and I will rescue another life from that institution and make that dog a family member.
I will give them a place in a family that loves them, and they will live the entire dog's lifespan in a good place free from terror or hunger or suffering.
I will be a loving presence at the end of their days so that when the suffering is too much they will not be alone and I will make the hardest choice and release my friend from the pain.
It sounds like you've done all of those things sinkingfeelings and I'm willing to bet that you will again.
Peace