Beautiful women, everyone happy & festive, carefree. Open doorway leading to empty room opposite of festive, carefree. Not belonging there yet staying. Shirt with holes, imperfections. Parachute lines tripped or feeling of trapped web of a spider. Possible fear of current political dysfunction, pandemic, BLM feeling out of control? Wanting to return to happy and festive feeling frustration yet ready to exit the room through the open door & pistol as warning, but as what? Unable to reenter prior festivities and back to normal? Dreams are all about symbols. Sometimes they are perfectly transparent and sometimes our brains like to keep secrets until a later time..