Not a day goes by when I dont think if I did something wrong. I worry about vaccination. I cooked swordfish once for my wife when she was pregnant so I wonder if it was the mercury in that. We fell off our bike once when he was 18 months, he had a helmet on and wasnt really hurt, but I still wonder. He was also born in a public hospital and experienced foetal distress, so I feel guilty that I didnt book them in with a private hospital.

We have a neurotypical child as well. By comparison, parenting issues with him are an absolute piece of cake. People who have not experienced this have absolutely no idea.