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In reply to the discussion: This message was self-deleted by its author [View all]JanMichael
(24,881 posts)Moved a lot, too much, to ever really fit in. Was sort of intelligent but not a genious and the moving from school to school (5 elementary, 2 JC, and 3 HS) didn't help matters.
However I was what could be considered a minor athletic person with minor artistic skills who could shift from baseball to wrestling to soccer to band...JV all the way.
Hated some bullies. Beat one in a one on one but the reality is that this bully was a loser shit to begin with so no benefit rubbing his face in snow.
I understand the fantasy of just leveling the monsters that berated and bellitled us. Never did it myself less a couple of fights but I get it. Wanted to end stuff myself but fortunately I never really snapped.
My life now is great so I guess I am very very lucky. Good job great spouse (a better and smarter person than I) great pets.
Weird how split second thoughts can impact so many things downstream.