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Sun Jul 11, 2021, 11:05 PM

26. During satanic panic

I got chased by christians with knives in my neighborhood because I walked past them on the sidewalk and they saw my pentacle.. I outran them in tall grass and hid up a tree. They didn't think to look up thankfully..

I also got treated like shit on a dissociative disorders unit. At the time I was a member of the church of Satan and knew there was no child abuse going on there.

Told the psydoc there that I was abused by christians
and that is why Satanism appealed to me because it was cathartic.

And the doc believing the shit and hysteria tried to twist it around by saying the christian abusers were really Satanists . I was shocked asked do you think I am lying? He tried to convince me it was all Satanists.. After that I told off my psychiatrist,
walked out of therapy and slammed the door as hard as I could.

The staff there treated me like I was less than everyone else I had to wear gloves to cover up the pentacle tattoo on my hand they made sure none of my devilish artwork was seen in my room and it hurt ,didn't help me at all.

Years later I got sent there again,had the same psydoc,and he apologized to me first session we had. He turned out to be a really caring person.

He admitted he believed the hysteria back in the day and felt really stupid and was sorry for hurting me like that.

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