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Response to pnwmom (Reply #31)

Sat Jun 9, 2018, 06:02 PM

38. I just sent this from Amazon to my own white evangelical sibling

He has been a mean person ever since he joined this group, (and became a damn preacher)

I remembered today how, as a teenager with severe panic attacks I went to see our church pastor who took advantage of, (and fostered) my dependence on him to violate me sexually. A few years after I told my parents, (not sure how the brother found out but I know he knew) when said brother was in Seminary he accepted this minister's invitation to speak at that very church. I remember hearing my brother tell my parents and me about the invitation and I kind of blew a fuse after I found our that my brother just accepted it. He acted so fucking nonchalantly about the whole thing, "Oh, I told him I would do it" In the end he didn't speak but he told me that, at my mother's urging he just wrote this minister a note saying that, "My sister would be very upset"

Nothing like, "How dare you do that to my sister" or "I will not engage with my sister's abuser" Just "My sister would be very upset" at the urging of my mother.

I could go on to talk about how deceitful, greedy and downright cruel this man is. The thing that I know is he did not grow up like this. I remember his crying very easily at hearing others go through suffering. Now he is a hardened shell.

I go through intense hatred, to acceptance because he is my sibling to guilt, (for some fucking I don't know reason) toward him. My mother is 86 and we are tied together through money that he now is in charge of that will end with her demise. But truthfully I wish he would just die and end it all and my mom live to 110.

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