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Although I may not be as familiar with your history at DU as I could be, I believe you said all that needed to be said in your OP. If your attempt to defend yourself to someone who has already formed such a strongly negative opinion of you is as painful for you as it is to observe, please, take a deep breath, settle your mind and walk away. Sometimes winning is more perception than anything else. Also, there are certain circumstances under which the perception of winning is simply not important.