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Name: iris
Gender: Female
Current location: living room recliner
Member since: Sat Feb 13, 2010, 08:32 AM
Number of posts: 30,646

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my mental health is a wreck

I live on SSDI & medicare. Those people are gonna hurt me badly. I will resist and fight those ratfuckers as long as I can.
My anxiety is w.ay way up, the depression has deepened) and since my health care comes from a local community health center I am waiting 6 weeks to have the psych to adjust my meds. I am using 12 step groups of many types to keep me closer to sane; this am the topic was gratitude, so I been thinking on it all day.

still ok, but.

I still got heat, electricity, running SAFE drinking water, flush toilet w/ working sewer lines, internet access, the cats got food, kitty litter, I got coffee & real cream. I got most of my mind. & it still mostly works , and I can still get around okay. I got a really good education mostly paid for by the people of the state of Michigan, heck they even gave me ' bout $200 cause I was going to college in state.I know I live better then 97% of the women on this globe and 85 % of the aggregate humans on this globe. For that I am deeply grateful. I am born to and born of this country, and that as well is an unearned gift. This change that our political system is undergoing scares me ALOT so that unease is causing me distress but DUers have been talking me up from anxiety and potential depression.

I'm not trying to raise your BP. Clearly what I want from DU is different from you

I saw you got here in 2002, I got here in 2010 & I was thrilled to find it. It does seem that we will not be able to have a more fruitful & educational conversation about this. Respectfully & politely, goodnight sir
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