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backtoblue

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Gender: Female
Home country: U.S.A
Member since: Mon Oct 27, 2008, 04:04 PM
Number of posts: 2,366

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Play nice and fight fair.

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Hi

I am conflicted. Being alone for so long, I don't really know how to interact with people in the real world. I worked for the last ten years as an embalmer/funeral director and I didn't realise how secluded I've made myself. I was ok just being mom and raising my child, but now he's a teenager, I'm disabled, and alone. With Valentine's day next week I'm acutely aware of just how alone in this world I really am.

Sometimes I miss having friends, but I mostly keep to myself. My motto was "better to be lonely than hurt/miserable". Having just turned 38, I'm much too young to be so secluded.

I'm interacting on DU after a long while just to test the waters of social media.(Facebook is not for me) So, I guess I just wanted to say hi to fellow loners. And happy Valentine's day to us all.

I'm psychic - this is how my Xmas will go...

Christmas morning will have come and littered the house with boxes. The kids will wake up and thank for the presents that ---I--- bought them as I have . At this point we're all .

Once the presents are opened, the kids will play with their new toys , until someone realizes... "Hey! He got more than me!"

So the fighting begins

I'll stand up and



The kids go from this to this before I finally catch them and

Then I and have a

When the day is done I will have then

And I'll be when the damned day is over with!.

Merry Christmas or whatever you celebrate everyone!




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